Given

The things I most dearly want to do right now... go to my graduation, and a see one of my favorite bands play in Australia....are at awkward times, don't really work that well with life, times, others...and yet they are two things that would make my heart happy.

To push, or not to push, to persevere, or give up into time and all that could, should, ought to be...and yet heart happy brings fruit, joy, meaning, peace too. Testimony's of God in and through a life that's trying to be all given to Him....

To go means value, meaning, completion, significance of all that God has done, and is doing. To not go... will be dissapointing, sad....something lost.

I guess I'm going:)